we don’t have to live like herring gulls

DSCN2803The herring gulls are young and one of them has grabbed a large hunk of bread being thrown to feed the swans (even though you shouldn’t feed bread to swans).
Up soars the gull followed by a pack of 4 or 5 other herrings gulls, mottled brown and harrying the gull with the hunk of bread, twisting and turned over the Corrib and pecking at his feet until the gull drops the bread and the gulls descend to squabble and fight over it, grabbing the bread. The winner takes all.
The man in the coffee shop tells the lady that ‘people don’t care you so I don’t care about them, you have to look after yourself as nobody is going to look after you’ .
It’s the herring gull mentality in our systems of living and navigating life. Science might even say that it’s in our DNA. Screw them though.
I don’t have to live like a herring gull grabbing hunks of bread. We can share. We can give. We don’t have to out compete our neighbours. We don’t have to live like mobbing herring gulls.

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being pushy

badlands
‘Honey, I want the heart, I want the soul, I want control right now

You better listen to me baby
Talk about a dream, try to make it real
You wake up in the night with a fear so real
You spend your life waiting for a moment that just don’t come
Well don’t waste your time waiting’

Badlands, Bruce Springsteen

I am always torn about these lines in my favourite Springsteen song.

On one hand I can often see life passing me by.

The Damascus Road experience doesn’t come, the moment when things turn around or the idea that makes everything click into place doesn’t come or happen. Hoping that you will see the light and be a changed man proves to be elusive.

So I get something of the frustration Bruce describes in this song.

You talk about dreams, you try to make them real, you are awake at 2.35am with a fear so real. Bruce nails my frustration and struggle with the badlands.

Yet there is something in some of the words that I feel uncomfortable with.

It’s that sense in the song of forcing things, of  ‘pushin’ till its understood’ or  wanting ‘control right now’.
It’s the sense of having to seize the day and fight things, of not accepting things the way they are, of spitting in the face of the badlands.

In a world that pushes us around and treats us badly we’ve got to push back even harder and fight it.

It’s that sense of competing, fighting and pushin’ that I’m unsure about.
Is this not part of the problem with society, everyone fighting for his slice of the pie and his proper place?
In the lines about-

‘Poor man wanna be rich
Rich man wanna be king
And a king ain’t satisfied
Till he rules everything’

I’m not sure how much I should keep pushin’ with stuff, how pushy I should be.
So while loving the song for describing my frustrations with life I feel unsure about the way Bruce is going to deal with it.

better start running?


I’ve been troubled this week by something I read in ‘The World is Flat’ by Thomas Friedman, (a book which I’ve taken a natural dislike to it has to be said.)

He quotes a translation of an African proverb he once saw in some office somewhere in the world.
The proverb says

“Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up.
It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion, or it will be killed.

Every morning a lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle, or it will starve to death.
It doesn’t matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle.
When the sun comes up, you better start running.”

I’ve been tossing that about in my head all week because I’m not sure if it’s a bare statement of the way things really are on planet earth or if it’s lies from the pits of hell. I think of reflection it’s from the pits of hell as it denies us our humanity.

It seems to speak of a universe  based on competition with winners and losers, a confirmation that life is a race for survival between competitors,  which certainly seems to be  what the history of the world relates over and over again.

How many times do we hear our politicians or business leaders saying that we have to be more competitive in the global economy?
Or the value placed on education as a way to achieve economic growth.
If there is a course that is popular people compete to get on it,
if there is a good school in the local area parents will fight to get their children in it,
A-Levels, Degree, Masters, PhD, good job, make that cv look impressive.

‘It doesn’t matter if we are gazelle or lion, we had better start running’ seems to an inner law that drives humanity forward,
a law that is basically ingrained in our way of viewing the world.

Yet it doesn’t seem to sit right with some deeper truths about the Kingdom,
this rule of competing against your neighbour or this idea that we’re either gazelles or lions racing for survival because our survival doesn’t depend on us.  At the end of the day death still gets us anyway.

For a Christian survival depends upon the  mercy of God and grace,
upon something that is beyond our strength and human ingenuity,
upon a servant king and self sacrificial love which are all things that should be at the core of us, grace, mercy, self sacrificial love, service and justice for the weak.

If I run  it should be for those things